this post is something u(everyone who read this post) wont like to read so if u see something which u felt unhappy about plz close this window ba =S
THIS POST IS FOR ME TO THROW OUT ALL THE UNHAPPY THINGS /ANGER.
i know wat is right wat is wrong but i just wan to let it all out so...
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i really felt s'pore is boring ,no life!!!
if u wan some life... money lor, all we need is money
which i dont really have tat much...
bus and train already take more than half liao...everytime have to top up $10 .
s'pore is small yet still need to travel and is so ex...
i really felt things would be better back in taipei...
no money also can enjoy my life^^
go fishing at the back of the mountain la ...
climb mountain la
catch some interesting insects la..
but in s'pore fishing also cant use real bait la
only limited area for fishing la
go to beach fish also dirty la (sembawang ...north area)blue sea become dark brown sea
catch insects only mosqi and lizard la
sian is so bored ...
my friends la
so bored de also
they get tired easily
so young yet get tired easily
didnt do much thing stay at home only
then i ask them for bball or went out eat since they are bored rot at home..
tat's why i kept asking them out to entertain them...
i am trying hard to move u all but u all dont seem to ...
u say ur life is bored so i ask u to play bball
yet u say i cant ...i not like u...i have no sense of playing bball?
com on....everytime when u not playing, i hope u can watch how ppl play
and hence learn it this is natural human behavior ...
is just u need more times than the other ppl
and i am here to help...
u say u dont have goals in ur life ..i am trying to give u one
as u give me one!!!
this goal doesnt seem big but at least ...u learn something....
mean time u can find ur goal^^
and i know u 2 can play badminton but i also didnt see u ppl so enthum about it
didnt see u calling us ..."hey lets go play badminton on monday"
this is something u can do, u know?
do u guys see me rejecting u all for activities...
unless there is work or something more important like family and all tat
and i always tell u guys before hand which days i am workng, not free to pei u all...
so u guy can Plan outing more easily...
yet most of the activities are plan by me...
and i am tired of contacting ppl la,
trying to get more ppl to join in la...
i just wan my friends to be happy and enjoy the day's outing
and some ppl have bad timing if u not free say u not free so we dont have to wait for u till last min...
this type i really afraid wat if my friends are here and just waiting for u..
i can wait but they may not...
but luckily u are here in the last min ,if not the very last min i will call u liao and scold u no matter u are gal or boy...
ya...about the job, i am trying to find u a job
but when u really wanted the job its already too late
dont know wat u thinking...
i wan u work not only for money
but i wish u can meet some new friends and learn new things
hence fill up the time
it make me a bit angry...
when i heard u want to find a job again after a long time when school reopen is near..
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oh ya as for him i am srry didnt ask u to take the job in the first place.
bec i think u cant handle kitchen and i think u are better in the game post really
and tat's y i ask her instead.
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i can understand u all not free to go out ,tired la and no mood la..
so i always tell myself not to force them if they really dont want
and this few days i have been go out alone
play bball alone ...
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u say u wan to change for the better
and i dont see u really change
may be a little
but i still consider u are rude
over doing it
i am trying to make u smile as ur smile is sweet
but then u over saying me...
say untill i am worthless
this is something i cant really take it
u know everyone has the limit
and u just dont know where is ur friends limit
i am saying not only for myself..
u may think is fun but then to me is not...
and when i kept quite already u still can say somemore...
and i just swallow it...
u really didnt know once boys get really angry u cant even run away de
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i really hate those street bball player
yes they are pros i pei fu their skill and wan to be like them..
but then their attitude really sucks, not friendly and play a fool on my team mate knowing them are weak ...
i dont really know my team mate as we just call for ppl who wan to join..
but they are so wrong in doing tat...
they are just weaker than u ...have u met those who are more pro than u?
how will u feel if the pros are bullying u...
play till like tat i ask to stop the match
and i told them u all are too pro liao ...u guys win...
and long ago there is this few guys challenging us for bball
they lose in the first match and not happy so we play on
playing bball of cus will knock into each other accidentially de ma
but yet they play rought ...haiz
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and there is a uncle we all know him
we play quite many times
and i again i knock he somewhere at the jag
he not happy and play rought on me dash into me la
i already say srry in the first place...
think ur skill very good ar
in the real match u are already kick out liao lor ,so many mistake...
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if u are not happy with me after reading u can just call me scold me back
i dont mind ...at least u know my msg...is for ur own good...if u understand
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i just wan to settle down my heart
so i dont really need to care anymore!!!